Bullfighting, against all nationalist odds, is a shame for Spain as a traditional spectacle
To walk around probably the most prestigious bullfighting square of Spain, Las Ventas (Madrid), might tangle your stomach and make you feel nervous before entering the “arena” to watch your first “bullfighting art show” -as they call it-. For or against it, at some point of your Spanish stay, you might fall for the idea of buying a pair of tickets for a “corrida”. “Hell, it’s the national spectacle, carries lots of the Spanish culture, and therefore it’s worth to see”, I’ve heard numerous times.
Decidedly against the whole thing, I have never given credit to these kind of arguments; until at some point, suffering from an empathy attack (provoked by friends visiting and the tourist spirit backup) decided to give it a try. “If it’s been running for so long, years and years, it has to be of some good”; “You really can’t judge something without proper knowledge of it”; “It’s worth to see, even if it’s under an anthropological point of view”. These were pretty much the main thoughts bumping the walls of my mind giving me the reason and the strength to go to the show.
I’ll keep it short. I made my way to the assigned seat on my ticket, blind by the intensity of the national colors -yellow and red- everywhere in the square. The “arena” in itself’s beautiful, just until…
First bull. Out of six. Oh my gosh…Am I going to handle it? Stay positive. Anthropological experiment. So many people shouting and clapping. Will they shut up? I wish i didn’t understand Spanish. They’re studs. So proud. So bloody hungry of action and suffering. Oh no…can’t keep looking. Stay still. Anthropological experiment. Banderillas. Triumph in their faces. Sword. Doesnt get in. General booing for the bullfighter. Such a puppet. Another attempt. Booing. Sword. Bull. Bullfighter. Sword.
First bull. Took him a couple of long minutes to die, in the opposite side of the “arena”. Walking slowly, spitting blood in gushes, blood coming out of its snout, convulsioning, spitting more blood, convulsioning, trembling, falling over its forelegs, trembling, spitting, convulsioning, wanting to fall, trembling, spitting, falling. Dying.
First bull. Im not gonna go over the other five. Couldn’t handle more than four, understanding and living why was I against bullfighting, and why is it such a barbarie and such a shame for a national culture.
The Las Ventas bullfighting square has a 22.000 seating capacity. The fact that 22.000 people (a bit less, excluding the Japanese and Koreans that don’t make it through the whole thing, and are just there to “experience Spain”) enjoy watching what it takes for a bull to die in a bullfighting square is unbelievable, not to say disheartening and a degradation of the Spanish (human) self. Experts say in order to appreciate the art of bullfighting, people unattach feelings and emotions. It happens, though, that the bull is real, and the game a murder (or six, even better). For the fun of it.
Walking besides bullfighter lovers, and listening to their comments, that day in the arena realized there is a very Spanish character behind bullfighting. People who happen to spend their Sundays in Las Ventas have a very “Spanish” look, and a very “españolista” way of seeing life and the national feast: why are we even gonna pay attention to the international community/national sectors who have been opposed to bullfighting forever? It is a cultural tradition (?) on the line of the sacrifices in the Greek theaters. Apparently we´ve not evolved that much since then.
Such a shame for a nation which calls itself occidental.